I shouldn't read the news...

[syredronning]

...now even the US politicians are about to realize that if the gulf stream dies, Europe will be one big mess and the world soon in many wars over resources. This is a threat I really fear, because it's relatively likely that it will happen :(

In those moments of true panic (which is of course not helpful) I tend to think that I will keep on living like now, cherishing every day, doing whatever I can and have time and money for, and then stop fighting when desaster is creeping in here. Phew. I don't sound like I love life. But I love life less than I fear real pain and starvation and all that, I guess.

I shouldn't read news. I can't stand the frustrating politics all around anymore. I want to vanish in my littlepinkwonderland of imagination and stay there. I hope that If I should ever get old and have some brain degradation, that I will always remember my TOS world...drift into it. Sh*t.

I shouldn't read news anymore.

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I checked my calendar, and it suspiciously looks as if my menstruation is about to arrive soon. So I am probably having another bout of PMS depression :( This is getting worse ever since my 30's birthday. DAMN. In my next life (if any!) I want to get reborn as man. PLEASE.

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I don't want to read the news anymore either. :-( *evil Bush, evil!* I think I should just stop reading it for a week, for my own, um, sanity. (What I have left, that is.)