Mixed blabla.

- My hay fever is killing me tonight, args.
- Uploading a goodie, yay!
- Story plot is stuck. I may not be cut out to write normal stories. (Means those without real edge *searches idea for edge and fails*)

EDIT: I has othr idea that be edgy. Which cans rock.

I want my Spock/McCoy fix *craves Spiced Peaches*

See...

Lately I remarked to my husband that I feel I've got to reach some kind of personal milestone until 40 faintly thinking of further education or getting kids and he said, "What about making a million EURO until then?"

Ups. Well. I don't mind having a million, but the really big question is HOW should I reach that goal within 2 years? So I gave it some thoughts...

[Poll #995846]

Gratituous Spader post.

James Spader Playboy interview reveals complicated desires

Liz Smith spills the beans on Boston Legal's James Spader and his forthcoming interview with Playboy magazine. In it Spader gets up close and personal, to the point that when writer Lawrence Grobel asks, "Now that it's over, what do you think? Any regrets?" Spader replies, "Just one: that I agreed to do it." During his time with Grobel Spader talked not only about the deaths he has seen and suffer - "I've had many friends die from AIDS, age, suicide, homicide." - On the subject of sex the divorced father of one said he can "understand" the complicated desires of some of the characters he has played, but not to the exclusion of other forms of sexuality. Later on talking about the effects of drugs he notes, "I should be careful about saying that. I have a 15-year-old."

Full 2005 Spader Playboy interview to be found HERE :)

And a nice vid at youtube with movie scenes (no BL, though)

*grmbls*

Just when my health was top for a second, not only hay fever hits me...nope, it's a really bad cold that's making my throat and ears ache and my nose running constantly. Bleh.